So... my ex's fiance has a blog...
Let me start out by saying I am not jealous of her. I am happy. I have grown so much since that relationship that I don't know if I would even recognize myself.
I WILL say, it is so weird to blog stalk a girl a week away from the best day of her life when at one point, I was certain that would be me.
In ALL honesty, I think she is beautiful. Her bridals are breathtaking. I think she could do so much better than him. But maybe that is just because my taste has changed.
You know the only thing that my heart still hurts over is losing contact with his friends wives. I loved Rachel and Sam, and baby Brooklyn. I kind of get sad knowing someone else took my place as Brooklyn's favorite auntie.
I have talked at length with my mother about their marriage. As if it is any of my business. I pray for their success. I pray that one day I will be walking with my husband and children, and randomly run into them with their children, and we will all be happy for each other, and happy for ourselves. Because we will all know (even Matthew) that I made the right choice when I told him Goodbye.
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1 comments:
This is so weird.
I was just talking about this same thing tonight. Except, I got married. :/
It's really hard thinking that someone else is taking your spot. I totally understand. Like, Somehow his family became my family. And now they aren't. I just wish his girfriend wasnt so crazy so I could have an update every so often, Just to make sure he is happy. not only did I lose my husband, I lost my best friend. I know how you feel. oh and blog stalking is not weird. Lol, Its natural. Everyone should just be happy :[). . . Ya goin to the wedding? ;) eh, jk.
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